“See, I have engraved you on the palms of
my hands;”
(Isaiah 49:16).
Most of us have some physical scars that we feel are
unattractive.
I recently marked the 10-year anniversary of my thyroid cancer and was looking at my scar. After thinking back over my life since then, I look at the scar differently. Instead of seeing something unattractive connected with suffering, it reminds me of all the lessons God has taught me, and I am thankful.
I recently marked the 10-year anniversary of my thyroid cancer and was looking at my scar. After thinking back over my life since then, I look at the scar differently. Instead of seeing something unattractive connected with suffering, it reminds me of all the lessons God has taught me, and I am thankful.
We tend to think of scars in negative terms. We are unhappy about how they look and they may
be reminders of circumstances we would rather forget. But in our relationship with God those things
are not necessarily negative.
Before my thyroid cancer my identity was based on works and
my own strength. Those were wrong
attitudes that needed to be replaced with godly thinking. The pain, anxiety, and mental breakdown I
experienced forced me to look to God alone for my strength. My thyroid scar is a reminder that God is
doing new things in me. My gall bladder
surgery scar reminds me of how thankful I am for my daughter, since pregnancy
caused the problem. I have other scars
from various accidents which are reminders of God’s protection over my life.
We may carry emotional scars as well as physical ones, but
God shows Himself in those as well. The
pain may always be with us in this life, but that same pain keeps us
continually looking to Christ to help us readjust our thoughts and emotions.
Scripture says that when Jesus appeared after His
resurrection, He still had the nail scars from His crucifixion. In eternity our scars will be gone, but it
appears that His will remain as a sign of His great love and sacrifice for
us.
When I look at my outward scars or deal with ongoing
emotional ones, I am reminded of what they symbolize in my relationship with Christ.
I think of His nail-scarred hands. And I know that scars can be beautiful.
Prayer: Lord Jesus, help me see my scars as
representations of Your presence and
protection in my life. And I thank you for Your willingness to be
scarred for me. Amen.
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